In “Philip Seymour Hoffman” by Nick Flynn, the narrative sets the former addict in front of a box with Vicodin, which he had put away for an emergency when he decided to stop using drugs. The author describes the thoughts and feelings of a person who struggles with addiction, demonstrating how it separates the personality into two parts. The first one is the one that quits, and the other is the one that leaves the doors open for another chance to take the drug. However, the memories of being under the influence are compared to standing on the edge of a bridge with an intention to abandon life. Nick Flynn uses strong language, including the words ‘kill me’ and ‘marveling’ to describe his addiction and a so-called difficult relationship with pills.